Your prayer life has been weaponized so that no weapon fashioned against may prosper and any spiritual and physical attack fashioned against you must return to the sender.
And again.
You've been so humbled, and generous, and have opened your door to God willingly and generously but yet, no sign or manifestation of blessing and you wonder--what have I done wrong, what's wrong, or has God forsaken me?
These are the questions and more that you've been struggling with and seeking answers to yet nothing.
Listen, you missed it somewhere and it's about time you stop asking these questions or praying the wrong prayers, it is time to start asking God what's the root of these, open my eyes, have mercy on me, and show me everything so that I can prosper.
Ps 51, 42, 19, 8, 24, and Joel 2;28.
Bless
You.
Jesus is Lord.