1. I see unconditional, genuine, and friendship with no benefit. What this means, it explains and gives details about your personality and that is, when you love, care, or embrace someone into your life you do so unconditionally, with no-string-attached and that's the kind of love Jesus gave to us.
2. You missed one particular, uncommon, rare opportunity while you were young.
Perhaps, God has revealed this to you, and this time that you may pray for the recovery of such opportunity, to cry out to God for mercy and restore what's left of it for your today benefit!?
Bless you
Jesus is Lord.