(08-04-2020, 04:34 AM)Ladybo Wrote: If I make a movie from my story there would be part 1-5 of emotional and psychology stories to tell, I thought of suicide many times because I always felt rejected, hated and never loved, I see Rejection everywhere and I just feel so much alone. The only people that ve ever ever shown me real love is my Husband and my children, before them life was meaningless and horrible so much jealousy, envy, hatred, betrayals all around me, even aside that I ve always had bad health sick all the time. Infact I can say without lies that I started healing from everything i went through after stumbling on this site and I get interpretations to my dreams and get to know all lot of God's plan for my life, I know I'm not their yet at least I know God has my back, and I get to know the interpretations of every message he gives me every day just because someone decides obey and follow God and help others to see God the right way. I don't feel alone any more, my confidence about myself is growing gradually, I feel enough now, I'm not bothered about people anymore I only care about what God says IAM.
I can't begin to say how much blessings you ve been to me, you ve helped me in alot than you cant imagine.
May God's presence never depart from you sir.
My life is a testimony I would one day tell and it began after I got married, so many battles to fight but God is in the boat.
Oh please! daughter, don't go yet, I have a piece out of my millions stories/experiences to share too!
Shall we begin?
Foremost, I want to, with my whole heart and on behalf of these ministries thank God for your life, and for, how far he's brought you.
Thank you, Jesus!
Well, I can relate to your story because I was there too. Some of you, from what I have shared about me, my life, know about my story already.
But I would love to add more today because I am inspired and touched by what you've just shared about your life and past experiences with us here ;
I never really had a friend and the few I had during my school days (except in primary school) betrayed me, backstabbed me, and were only after what they could get/gain from me.
The Family? That was the most traumatizing and worst of all especially after I lost my mother at the age of 15(fifteen). Life became hell on earth and nothing was any longer meaningful or worth living for. I suffered rejection from family members, neighbors, and people around me so much that I took refuge in masturbation for...only God knows how many years( can't count now). Of course, that was borne out of boredom, rejection, loneliness, and frustration.
( cutting my story short now)
On my wedding day? , even the so-called neighborhood friends( I call them, random friends now) deceived me and made me believed they would support me and as groom men/friends but none of them showed up. After waiting for hours by the grace of God it took divine intervention, we had to rent some men around to fulfill all righteousness on my wedding day, and to avert disgrace and shame.
And let me tell you, or inform you all, at this very moment I don't have 1 friend that I call or relate with and it's the best thing that would ever happen to me as long as I have Jesus. I meant, none at all. But you know what? No form of emptiness, void, loneliness or whatsoever because God has been more than sufficient. This may not work for many people out there because of how their life and lifestyle were laid, fundamentally.
And for, since the ministries were launched online?
I could write a whole Bible sharing my horror stories and how many times I was abused, insulated and even disrespected, to say the least. But God wouldn't let me go ahead and share some of these bad experiences now. I believe he would let me when the time is ripe for that.
But I should let you know that it takes the true love, grace of God, and the passion, and people like you, whose lives are being touched to stand firm and come this far.
All that I am saying, in essence, is, God is not even done with you, just hold on there, be still and keep loving him the more. Sooner than you expect, he will change the rest is your stories just like he did for me. He will turn your past and these unpleasant past experiences around to many testimonies so that at the end of the say you'd found that all these happened for the glory of God, to prepare you for the great and better tomorrow has prepared for you.
People like you are special individuals, they have a unique destiny and that is why you had to go through these experiences so that at the end of the day you'd realize that you need nobody to become somebody or great in life after all.
Let me leave you with this quote from me ;
" people of great destiny and glory have little or no friends. ".
But I truly and deeply believe EVERY MEMBER OF THIS MINISTRIES ARE PEOPLE OF SPECIAL GRACE, UNIQUE DESTINIES AND HAVE A SECIAL PLACE BEFORE THE ALMIGHTY GOD".
If don't the above ask God to open your eyes to what this ministries is all about and why you are part of it.
For you ;
I see you going places, I see you inspiring many and telling about you, your stories to bless a generation.
May God bless you and bless your household all round, in Jesus' name.
Bless you.