1. You and your ex was never never, ever, ever and ever meant to be. Yes, love and commitment even, was never enough from him. If you'd stick with him? You'd have lived your life in regrets,sorrow and deprived of love beyond words.
Of course no perfect love but with him? It would have been worst and traumatising beyond what you can handle.
2. This isn't the time to mention names , so let's leave it like that for now until the lord confirm...
But this is what the lord says ; the strong man troubling you and the soul of your mother to torment your life and afflict you through her the lord has given you power( spiritual weapon) to outrun it and destroy it. Yes ,the battle line has been drawn and you now have the upper hand. I know what what battles you've facing or fighting now but surely, it's about to end as the lord has given you power( spiritual weapon) to he that troubles you, terrorise he that's terrorizes you and destroy the strong man that was destroying you slowly. Congratulations ! But note that you must destroy the strong man completely by intensifying your prayers and by being specific about what you want the string man fate to be.
The ball is now in your court now.
3. I almost burst into laughter reading this. Just pray you don't have a taste of what most true men of God go through if not daily. Yes, sometime we work hard and pray for our followers and when their breakthrough or deliverance comes and the lord finally settle them ? they forgotten and never remembered again,for any good things. Some would even went as far as withdrawing from such men of God or reward them with an insultive tokens while some will locate their own and personal pastors that wasn't there to help them and transfer the rewards that's meant for the one that made all the sacrifice for them and or risk their life. How does it feel in the dream, daughter ? Well, that's the pain that most true men of God will never share or complain to you.
Above all, this message is meant for you to understand the pain of being sacrificial for God and what to expect ( sometimes) when God start using you for people even without the Christiandom,mind you?. And,Mind you, this is a blessing in disguise as God always have a way of blessing and rewarding those who love him truly and in truth.
So,therefore, be it within or without Christ ? Your rewards comes from the lord alone therefore go out there do good and make the lord happy in the world,with your gift.
Bless you.