My dreams last night was so vague.
First I saw I was coming out from a place, maybe a class with my university mates, because I saw a close friend of mine I knew from University, she was telling me she was travelling to her home town called Agbor, then I mentioned where I was going, I got to an office, I think to collect some of my certificates, or probably to do clearance, because I was with something like a bag or envelope filled with documents and passport photographs and photos of me, the office I got to has two rooms, an outer office and inner one, in the outer office I met the lawyer who is working on my divorce case in real life(in reality the case is proving stubborn, the first court refused to grant it, in this second court I'm waiting for final judgement), I was there to collect a certificate from him, I don't know what certificate, but he first gave me one small laminated one at first, then asked for a passport photograph, probably needed for another certificate he is meant to give me, as I searched I first brought out a passport photograph of a guy that looks like my estranged husband and I threw it back into the bag and started looking for mine, I couldn't find a proper passport photo of me, instead all I was seeing was very many photos of me where I was laughing seriously, even one I looked very fine with low cut, fat and fresh skin, he said that one is not OK because it looked different from my present self, I also saw a photo of me in nysc uniform and cap, I asked if I can use a photo where I wore cap and laughing like that, then I saw many photos of me from childhood, different stages of my life, then we held two photographs where I was laughing, he chose one of them and I was cutting it with scissors to trim it like a passport photograph for him to use, the lawyer wanted to keep back some of my childhood photos, I said no, I was even wondering why I brought them there or who took them there, I asked him if the man in the inner office would attend to me yet, he said a girl was inside with him, so I will wait, in my mind's eye the man inside was a huge mean man, I wasn't really bothered about his mean personality, I just wanted to have a chance with him and collect my item and leave, I think he has an important certificate of mine that I must collect, I stood waiting for him to finish with the young girl inside.
Then the scene changed and I saw myself in a place like a storey building, I was walking with a girl called Faith, we were hostel mates back in university, she was telling me directly that she is angry with me for what I want to do, I don't know what she is talking about, but I told her that I don't care about her angry feelings, that I have every right to do what I want, then we both walked through a class room where a teacher was teaching students, we came out of there and I didn't see her again, I walked to front of a room, I saw so many clothes heaped on the ground, maybe mine, by the side was basins of water and soap for washing clothes, as if I dropped them there earlier to wash, I saw one of my half elder sisters who lives in London in real life, her clothes were heaped on the ground too for washing, I could feel it within myself that she is very angry and unhappy with me, I don't know why, and she was even ignoring me completely, as I got to my clothes, I got a cloth bag and started packing all into the bag as if I no longer want to wash, don't know where I was packing them to or why, I picked one gown that looks fine and costly I was admiring it wondering how I got it and the many ones on the floor, I continued packing the clothes into the bag, then I woke up.