17-08-2017, 03:06 AM
Good morning pastor,
I had a dream where it seems like they were preparing for my marriage, like I got married to d brother of a family my own family accommodated. it seems after the wedding(I didn't see where d wedding occured; I just thought it had already happened) I woke up d next day and told my parents that am not interested in the marriage anymore that I no longer want to marriage with this person and I started asking myself how I got involve with this person in the first place without knowing. it seems like wen I was on my bed, a man started trying to force himself on me sexually; by kissing me and his grip was so strong on me, I started making dis prayer inside of me saying God should making my body poisonous to this man , so he will leave me alone; cos I don't know who he is. When I told my parents about refusing that marriage (though I didn't see the person I married, I don't know why I thought it was d bro of d family we accommodated), so my family set out to return Wat was given to them for the marriage traditionally; they met with the elders of the other family and the family was angry and asking why I changed my mind a day after d wedding. They tried asking if there is a Way I can still accept the marriage which I vehemently refused and didn't want to have anything to do with the marriage even it I divorce at a young age as far as am not married to that man. The elders got angry and walked away, I checked my finger but did not see any ring and wondered if someone who got married d previous day is suppose to be wearing a ring. After a while, it seems like the person I was married to turned into a female and was trying to talk to me in changing my mind which I refused and I started asking myself if I married a transgender because of its transformation to a female. This female tried even wen I was inside d bus, she asked if I got promoted and I said no, the female went and enlisted help from people to tall to me so I won't leave her alone and come back to the marriage but my conviction was so strong bcos I don't want to go to hell being married to a female. the last female that was suppose to talk to me on her behalf couldn't and that one told her that they should both leave and go home. I said bye to them and continued my own journey.
Thank you.
I had a dream where it seems like they were preparing for my marriage, like I got married to d brother of a family my own family accommodated. it seems after the wedding(I didn't see where d wedding occured; I just thought it had already happened) I woke up d next day and told my parents that am not interested in the marriage anymore that I no longer want to marriage with this person and I started asking myself how I got involve with this person in the first place without knowing. it seems like wen I was on my bed, a man started trying to force himself on me sexually; by kissing me and his grip was so strong on me, I started making dis prayer inside of me saying God should making my body poisonous to this man , so he will leave me alone; cos I don't know who he is. When I told my parents about refusing that marriage (though I didn't see the person I married, I don't know why I thought it was d bro of d family we accommodated), so my family set out to return Wat was given to them for the marriage traditionally; they met with the elders of the other family and the family was angry and asking why I changed my mind a day after d wedding. They tried asking if there is a Way I can still accept the marriage which I vehemently refused and didn't want to have anything to do with the marriage even it I divorce at a young age as far as am not married to that man. The elders got angry and walked away, I checked my finger but did not see any ring and wondered if someone who got married d previous day is suppose to be wearing a ring. After a while, it seems like the person I was married to turned into a female and was trying to talk to me in changing my mind which I refused and I started asking myself if I married a transgender because of its transformation to a female. This female tried even wen I was inside d bus, she asked if I got promoted and I said no, the female went and enlisted help from people to tall to me so I won't leave her alone and come back to the marriage but my conviction was so strong bcos I don't want to go to hell being married to a female. the last female that was suppose to talk to me on her behalf couldn't and that one told her that they should both leave and go home. I said bye to them and continued my own journey.
Thank you.